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So i've been painting all day, but no rest for the weary just a chicken wing and off to the other side of the city for a late night class on how to become up to date with out of date software i'm so glad im paying for a class that teaches me obseletion, though i do appreciate being in class till 1015 at night and having to get up at 630 to get to class on time on the other side of the city to debate the existence of god and whether or not he gives a rip about what we do to each other over the course of our short pathetic lives, lives filled with hatred and sadness and the occaisonal cookie, but nonetheless sad in the great cosmic scheme of things - where does my getting six hours of fitful sleep a night play into the great cosmic scheme of things, why can't my millions of dollars or ownership of exotic islands play into it somehow?
I would like to fit into that scheme.